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Inspired by my current joy in drawing, I'd like to let you know what the act of drawing means to me:
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1. drawing tells me exactly where I am right now. It shows me what keeps me busy, whether I'm tense inside, whether I trust myself right now, whether I tend to bend myself or others/others into shape.
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2. Drawing demands total authenticity from me, every millisecond. Drawn is drawn, the lines are on the paper. Nothing is corrected, erased, painted over. If I wanted to correct something, it would be obvious afterwards. It is noticeable, even to me.
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3. Drawing is for me creating, analyzing and transforming at once and in real time.
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4. There are days when it is difficult for me, but I have learned not to give my mind a chance to think about what I am doing when I draw.
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5. I feel how drawing frees me from myself.
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6. I have also learned to appreciate these strange shapes that I draw. I don't care what others may judge about them. They exist in a paradox of love I feel for them and distance with which I regard them. I not infrequently wonder at them myself.
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7. It's not about beauty, it's about truthfulness.
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Thank you for your time!
From the bottom of my heart
Claudia
1 comment
Ich weiß nicht, was es ist, irgendwie nehmen mich die Worte gefangen… verrücktes, entrücktes, seltsames, verzauberndes Wesen.